The sexy lady was dressed in skin-tight jeans, a beautiful sweater and had bedazzled three-inch stilettos on her tiny feet. She also had an expensive fur coat hanging over her arm. She was confident and good looking. I looked at her in admiration and then down at myself and thought, “I look like a bum next to her.”
Have you ever stood beside someone and felt like you just didn’t measure up? Has someone ever made you feel that way on purpose: like you’re a failure and haven’t met the standards they think you should have reached?
There are times when people aren’t trying to make us feel that way, it’s just our own insecurities shouting out, “They are better than you!” Then that measuring stick flicks out in a split second, and we decide how we measure up, hoping to come out on top. Do you do that too or is it just me?
I don’t like feeling like I don’t measure up, so why did I used to make my husband feel that way? Unfortunately, I would pull out the yardstick for Vance too. I am ashamed to admit it, but I would say those dreaded words,
“Why can’t you be like —-?
I would then give Vance the five reasons the other man was a better husband or father than him. Slap me now, I deserve it! I cringe just thinking I used to be that kind of wife. Never has Vance said that to me, not once and if he had compared me to another woman, I would have been devastated!
Sometimes as women we like to pull out all our manipulation weapons and fire them at our husbands hoping they will conform to what we want. We nag, criticize, shed tears, accuse, stomp our feet…until he does what we want. If all else fails, we use the atomic bomb and compare our husband to another man.
A few years back when Vance was caught in the crazy spinning wheel of working too much, and I noticed the kids were starting to feel it also, I decided to have a chat with him about it. I knew I wasn’t winning the argument and pulled out my last piece of ammunition:
“If you were to die tomorrow and I was to remarry, what do you think the kids would feel if I married a man who spent time with us and really invested in the kids. Would they think you had been a good father?”
Ouch, that one hurts just reading it, and I can’t believe I said such a horrible thing to my husband. Sadly, I can’t take it back since I already said it. Fortunately for me, Vance is a very forgiving person and doesn’t allow the criticism he receives to define him.
In hindsight what would I do different today if I could redo my marriage and the way I treated my husband in the past. Because honestly, this man could have given up on our marriage a long time ago:
Ten Regrets I Have As A Wife
1. I would have told him he was handsome often ( he may have heard it a few times a year)
2. I would have made his favourite meals ( I would on purpose make meals he hated)
3. I would have picked up his socks without complaining (I complained every time)
4. I wouldn’t have gossiped to my girlfriends about Vance (My best friend Kyna, heard all my husband’s faults)
5. I would have told him he was a fantastic husband (I rarely told him this)
6. I would have bragged about him in front of his friends and family (I was famous for criticizing him)
7. I would have thanked him for anything he did for me (I demanded acts of service and didn’t always say thank you)
8. I wouldn’t EVER compare him to any other husband or father ( I did this regularly)
9. I would have encouraged him in his work and made him feel like his job was outstanding (I resented his work and thought it was competition for my time)
10. I would have prayed for him (Instead I manipulated him)
I still work on these each day and need to keep them in check, it’s easy to fall back into the old wife I used to be.
This list could also be called, Ten Ways To Chase Your Man Away. Only by God’s grace did Vance not hightail it into another woman’s arms. (Read how I became a better wife, click on that book cover you see to the right, Beauty from Ashes or scroll to the bottom of your mobile device.)
If your man has left, I am not saying you were guilty of these ten regrets I had. Some women are lovely wives, and their man hightails it anyways. Sadly their husband has the problem not them.
But if you are in a strained marriage and you would like to add a little bedazzle back to your relationship, then take a look at my regrets and see if they might be yours also. It’s never too late to make your man feel like you genuinely love him, adore him and respect him.
If you take your regrets and turn them into tangible actions, you may just find yourself falling back in love with your groom. He could begin to cherish you again since you’re making him feel like a sexy, handsome, hardworking, good father and husband instead of a lazy-good-for-nothing-bum.
The woman in the bedazzled shoes and the fur coat is how our husbands want to feel as men: confident, good-looking, appreciated and admired. You are the one person in this world who can make him feel that way, and he may cherish you for it.
It’s a win: win for both of you.
So don’t delay, start today to make your man feel like he’s the best thing that ever happened to you 💗
Who can find a virtuous and capable wife? She is more precious than rubies. Her husband can trust her, and she will greatly enrich his life. She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life. Proverbs 31: 10-12
Believing and hoping,